Baby at 8 wks old
I'm back on the blog with great news =).... I'm pregnant again!!! Hahaha... Yes, finally I've got the time to blog. It's been a tramatic past few weeks for me. I discovered I'm pregnant about a month ago, then I started to bleed. Can you imagine fearing everytime whenever I go to the toilet? Why why why? I was thinking to myself. Why is it so different this time?
It's been a draggy 3 wks for me ever since I know I'm pregnant, I fear that I will miscarriage again due to the fact that I'm bleeding everyday. I've gone to my gynae and there's no heartbeat yet since it's still an early pregnancy. You bet that I'm stressful too... I'm made to be on strict bedrest. I walked too much, I bleed... I can't send my boys downstairs to take school bus, can't pick them up from school. I can't even sit too long on my desk to do my work... it's so sensitive that it's driving me crazy. All I can do is eat and sleep and I've of course put on weight. Luckily my boys are old enough to understand my condition and we've been fine-tuning them to the news.
And this week at 8 wks old, I went to my gynae again. Well, Dr Chong told me point blank: "Mag, if there's still no heartbeat by now, then that's not a good news."... It seems like eternity for me when he kept searching for the foetus, and when he finally found the foetus, my heart is pounding like mad... I made sure I kept my eyes wide open to help him look for heartbeat, and he found it! You can imagine my relief... Still I have to have a hormone jab every 2 wks to stabilise my condition. Can't walked too much too cos I'm still spotting. Now all I'm praying hard now is for smooth pregnancy and a healthy baby. =)