Aloha! My world of life stories :
Eric and me were together for 2 years, before we decided to strengthen our love on 22 Feb 2000.
After 4 years of wonderful, tenderly loving couple time together, we decided to add some laughter and joy in our life.
Ayden is our 1st love who was borne in 2004, and Alsten is the latest addition to the family.
Thanks to all prayers answered, now we have 2 lovely angel boys.
Ever since the 5.12 earthquake that happened in China, I was overwhelmed with emotions everytime I read the papers or watch the news. It's so heart-breaking to see all the victims just gone like this, especially most of them were children.
We tend to take things for granted, demanding this and that, expecting this and that. Please, I think all of us should be grateful that we are all healthy and alive, enjoying life. What's gonna happen tomorrow? Nobody knows. You can be dancing and singing one moment, and just be gone the next. Everyday, I wake up, I learn to appreciate little things like hearing my kids scream, looking at them play or putting them to bed.
Suddenly, I just felt that nothing matters more than the health and happiness of my loved ones. Not that I don't know but it didn't hit me hard until now. Disciplinary actions, a quarrel or argument, these are just peanuts compared to the anguish, agony and pain those people went through. I just felt so lucky to be alive every single day, I would do anything just to keep it this way.
Being a mom, I know the pain that all moms felt when they lost their kids.. A sense of guilt washed through me, maybe I shouldn't be so strict and fierce to my kids. I want them to be close to me, I don't want to push them away, I bet all the mothers out there would do anything to have their kids alive and kicking. And here I am, screaming, yelling and whacking the hell out of them. Now everyday, all I pray for is that I want my loved ones to be protected and let us live our lives to the fullest.
